I am Shivany. I was born ‘conscious’ to an atheist father and a narcissistic mother. Let’s just say that my upbringing was ‘challenging’ on many levels, and of course it ‘perfectly’ set the stage to grow into the person I AM.
I was born prematurely and almost died and, as a child, I was in hospital a lot. From a stuck fish bone that almost killed me at 2 years old, to the “usual” mumps, an almost burst appendix, adenoids, measles fit for the medical journal (my doc even took photos!), constant middle ear infections which resulted in a hole in the drum, very high fever… The doctor was constantly worried I would contract meningitis.
When I was only 10, I had a gallbladder infection. When I worked in my first laboratory, I contracted the Coccaci Virus (which mimics polio) and ended up in hospital unable to lift my arm to feed myself.
So, let’s just say I was born with a compromised immune system and, add to this a toxic environment and being super sensitive, I absorbed my environment. Being literally forbidden to express any negative emotions didn’t help. My body told me, loud and clear, to get out as soon as I could. But of course, I didn’t know that back then.
My self-centered mother had no patience with a sick child; and I learned to LOVE the care I got from the nurses and the “house doctor.” (Back then the doctor visited their patients at their homes. Imagine that!)
At age 5, I wanted to become a “baby nurse” which in Germany meant 1 “household” year in a hospital, then 3 years of nursing training, then specialising in nursing sick babies for another year.
At age 14, my fascination with ‘Soul’ started. Whilst my friends became boy crazy, I wrote poetry about the eyes being one of the entry points to your Soul.
I wanted to know:
Who am I?
Why am I here?
What is my purpose?
What is this all about?
Surely what my ‘upper middle class’ German parents modeled for me wasn’t it? Working ‘hard’ in a ‘good’ job, saving for a rainy day, living for weekends and vacations, only to get sick, old, and die?
Although my rebelliousness ultimately was my secret weapon to ‘survival,’ the fear-based ‘indoctrination’ I had received (we all do, by the way) took its toll.
I closed down my psychic gifts. I believed that “I would never amount to much.” I lived with daily anxiety. I didn’t fit in. I felt very alone. I was sick a lot. And when my dream of becoming a baby nurse didn’t work out, I felt unworthy and suicidal.
At age 18, however, I did end up training to become a “Doctors’ Assistant” where I undertook all the medical procedures: taking blood, giving injections, assisting in minor operations, running an ECG, taking X-rays, analysing blood…
After 4 years in the medical field, I became disillusioned having seen the power play and corruption with Big Pharma first-hand. After I found a live monkey in a cage in the cellar of a laboratory I realized that it had been brought in to be experimented on, so I left.
Deep down I knew I needed to get out of Germany, spread my wings, and travel. I daydreamed since I was 15 about living in Australia.
By age 22 that dream was fulfilled. I am free! Or so I thought.
During my solo travels to Asia and India I had learned that most dis-ease is a mismanagement of our energy. When I left Germany to travel to Asia and Australia in 1981 (something young women back then wouldn’t usually do), my parents and friends were really worried that I would get sick.
To my surprise, because I was happy and loved the adventures, I did not get sick (apart from the occasional runs)! I had a direct experience of the body-mind connection.
However I had more to learn.
Two years after moving to Australia, I developed stage 3 cervical cancer at age 24. The doctors wanted to take out my cervix. I instinctively knew that wasn’t going to happen.
Instead, I traveled to India where I learned how to meditate and to connect with healing light. To be honest, looking back, I had no real idea what I was doing, but I applied myself with daily practice. I also gained great insight about the emotional root of getting cancer.
It paid off.
Six months later I had another pap smear which came back negative, much to the astonishment of the doctors, of course. I have never had a positive pap smear since. This was my initiation of becoming the healer I am now. I am your typical “wounded healer.” I used myself as the experiment so I have direct knowledge of the healing process.
Although I healed myself from cancer, I recognized that I needed professional help. Despite moving across the planet, I couldn’t outrun my ‘brainwashing’ and I still wanted to know who I REALLY am. This was one of the best decisions I made, and I am eternally grateful to my many teachers, healers, and coaches who helped transform me along the way.
I also devoured everything “natural.” I followed Dr. Mercola some 20 years ago. Good nutritious organic food, good water, supplements, yogic cleansing techniques, and, whenever I could, I became pro-active with my health care in the form of going to regular yoga classes, acupuncture, chiropractic care, and deep inner healing.
Any health hack? Chances are I have tried it!
At age 35, I ended up with “chronic fatigue” which was scary because, at times, it was hard to get out of bed. I had no iron left to speak of. Everything was an effort.
I embarked on weekly acupuncture sessions. I made herbal concoctions. I was eating congee. I had to include chicken and change my diet. I did… very reluctantly…. and healed.
Every body is different. For me, including meat back then was correct.
Looking back – as a splenic projector (Human Design type) who is energetically wired to work much less than most of society (which of course I did not know then) – I did wayyyyy too much and, of course, my body told me to stop.
I also used to work super hard because I didn’t recognise that I picked up other people’s energy and constantly thought it was my own. That is another trip empaths and projectors know only too well. You can learn how to differentiate, which frees up energy for more forward-looking projects.
For me, being pro-active was – and still is – my “health insurance.” The body wants to naturally come into balance if we just let it. Pharma drugs work in masking the symptoms but do not get to the root cause. It is not in their interest to make you healthy. They only profit if they can keep you sick on lifelong prescriptions, which, over the years, will make you even sicker because now you are dealing with the side effects of the drugs.
I worked in a yogic hospital in Mumbai back in the mid-90s where I learned about yoga therapy. The patients started with lab tests, kept their medications, and were taught a 4-week yoga therapy program (different yoga postures, breathing (pranayama), deep relaxation/meditation, and dietary changes) specific to their dis-ease (like diabetes or heart disease or asthma or cancer).
The patients were monitored with weekly lab tests.
And I am happy to report that most were able to get off their medications, or drastically reduce them, and heal! I witnessed first-hand how powerful the mind is when visualising being cancer-free. Our bodies are miracles!
And with new innovative technologies that use your own light to create more stem cells – available for the equivalent cost of a daily cup of a coffee – health now becomes even easier to attain and maintain.
Living life has become more and more toxic with crop spraying, 5G radiation, toxic negative news, stress, fear… I recognise that we all need to support our bodies and our mental health so much more.
For the body to be healthy, you also need to be living and expressing who you are at Soul level. That journey, in a society that largely denies and suppresses this aspect of you, is fraught with pitfalls.
I believe we can’t do it ourselves. EVERY successful person has a guide, a mentor. It would be my absolute honour to guide you to radiant health so you can fulfill your purpose here on the planet. It is interrelated.
If you would like to have a confidential chat about your health challenges where I will use my intuitive skills and health knowledge to come up with a personalised strategy, book your free consult here:
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